Sunday, August 15, 2010

I hurt myself...... ><"

Sometime I'll do something to hurt myself bt I don't know.... Until the moment I feel pain with tht only I realized I did something over.......

Recently, I'm going to find out my friends n trying to match my time with the activities tht they having..... even i felt very tired bt I really enjoyed to b with them.... It's really make me can relax my mind n laugh out naturally...... I told them many times, pls inform me all the yumcha session, games.... Just let me know tht even sometime I need to work bt mayb I can join when I'm free.... bt seem likes nobody is going to do tht for me..... If keep on asking u all then u all will yim ngor fan.... wt to do!!!

Mayb I'm too excited with all the things n suggested lots of activities. The most important is I'm trying to manage my off day n changing shift to attend all the parties n activities until my chef said recently I gt a little over changing shift ady n gv me a small warning bt ppl will nt appreciate with wt u did somemore they r nt willing to KNOW..... Actually, I just gt 1 purpose with wt I did, tht was I hope all my frens happy n of cz I'll b great if I seen tht...... I also realized something which is I willing to match my time with them bt ppl r nt willing to do the same thing to me....

I really dislike ppl promise me something bt they unable to do tht...... As a girl, I'm consider flexible for chatting..... When I being with my frens, nt only girl talk can chat even boy talk also ok for me... no prob..... Nw I realized something, they r so scare to tell me something honesty...... U all really scare to me until tht level? I fucking hate ppl lie me!!!!

Yesterday I damn agree with wt my sis told me, she said" mayb u expect too high from ur fren".... I answered her " definately".........
My sis is leaving kl on today n dunno when she is back again. Somemore those frens who I knew for so many years also wanna treat me like tht.... To9 i really wanna cry out loudly!!!! ><"

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Trixy Mae said...

Love yourself,have time for it...:)